i had been preparing for civil services exam for past 6 months but i never had that passion for doing it , it was put on me by my parents forcibly . i also had a wish to write something creative and explorative because when i started writing i could not resist my hand and mind. Writing sometime gives me peace of mind because when i write , it does not mean so much at that time, when i read that after a quite sometimes it sense a lot and could not understand it that i can read so deep in sense